Hapless

Well, i was expecting a test on linux today but somehow it didn't happen .I had prepared enough(if not fully) and was ready to take the test head on. But soon after reaching the classroom i discovered that no test was going to happen today.I wasn't sure of my feelings at that moment .I had myself split into two -one part of it happy for not having any test while the other saddened by the surprise element.The truth behind me being sad had nothing to do with the question paper which came (actually somehow the question got leaked and i knew it) in other batches but i have to again revise (at least think of it). The previous day i had studied enough hours just to crawl over the passing marks.Due to the test i had to renounce some of the precious hours besides neglecting one of my top priorities. And when the test did not happen it left me highly disgruntled .Nevermind the test may happen tomorrow( and for godsake may it be the same paper).
Days in BHUBANESWAR during summer are really hot and today was no exception .Besides sky soaring temperatures making life miserable ,high humidity had left no stone unturn to make life hell too.Sometimes leaving in this stifling conditions compel me to imagine how life would have been if only my college would have been in switzerland or such similar locations. But then i cannot have everything at the same time .Often there are squalls giving us some temporary respite .But any how i have to dwell in this life-sapping and wretched conditions till my B-TECH is over. Who knows if this is a test and a beautiful future awaits me???Then again such future cannot be handed as a freebie to me .and i need to work in right direction without loosing sight of it....