Missing Out during Holidayz

After a good one and a half month of holidays or more appropriately a long layoff I got back which has been my habitat for the last three years. All the plans which I had made for summer vacations were blown away by an unfortunate incident .A brawl which broke among some boys of our hostel and could have turned into a more uglier scene before which the authorities acted .And as a result SINE-DIE was declared and we had to vacate our hostels within few hours .Had no choice but to go home cursing everybody involved especially the hostel authorities who made hell out of nothing. Going back home was surely to my delight as home made food tempts each of us .But my study was going to be hampered a lot and this was hurting like anything .Already all my plans had ended in smoke and then spending a long vacation at home at this juncture wasn't a great idea .However I made up mind to maximize my efforts but at the end of the day it's your home .Did as far as I could but the constant disturbances always kept me behind my target which I finally couldn't achieve .However hard I tried but couldn't turn a deaf ear to homely talks . But I would rather blame my self as the intensity lessened and the fire within began extinguishing for some reasons .I know what I have lost within these days but that cannot deter me from gaining in coming months .What's gone is gone forever . I know I'm the person responsible . I have done "something" obviously far below my own expectations . It's time to remain focussed for the next six months and do not let any other thoughts creep into your mind . It's all about controlling your mind .